20120603

thank you

Salam alaik! Ahlan readers...

Few moments ago,i was thinking that i should stop writing here...
And now, i wrote this for you guys.=='
Haha! Sangat tak tetap pendirian...

I received a call from him...our final conversation for now...
Without knowing when we can chat in da future, we kept talking till none of us nak hang up.
Heeee... Tapi serius, the feeling is good...
Of course laa sedih kan...losing someone you dear most...
Ini perpisahan yang benar-benar kerana Allah.
So...perasaan yang datang itu lebih bermakna.

Ku berserah.
Andai ini sebaik-baik keputusan, permudahkan perjuangan kami hingga ke akhirnya.
Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

Dengan lafaz Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Aku lepaskan dia.=D

20120528

speak again...

heee...
realiti yang tak dapat nak elak...=D



tapi kaannn...


so...saye ade hati yang suci...haha!bak kate adik saye laa..."hati dy tu lembut sangat..." =D

but sometimes, i choose not to cry...even though my heart is totally broken into pieces inside...

and remember...


huhu...got it?

i will try my very best to be strong...
since you already have your new life somewhere on the earth...
why should i keep mourning like this?no point maaa...=D
but one thing for sure...=D

~biarpun duka menghempas bidai jiwa
takku kesali pertemuan kita
biarpun luka menjerut hati dan rasa
takkan pernah kulupa
kau yang pertama...~

20120527

Salahuddin Al-Ayubi

salam alaik!

sangat baru masuk rumah dari Kak Long Chalet...
latihan pusat Chess MSSM Melaka...next week ke Terengganu...
venue? Stadium Negeri Kuala Terengganu...
besar betul dalam dia...menakutkan...
boleh maen lari2 wooo sambil maen chess nanti...
haha!abess laaa anak murid aku nanti...= ='

NRAH, anda bukan kawan nanges kite aje yek!!
tak boleh cakap gitu...tak bagus...=(
awak adik kite...so kite kawan for every moment yang kite nak...
ketawa, nanges, lompat2, nari2, jerit2, nyanyi2, foya2...hahahaha!
it can be anything since you are my sister..=)

oke...nak share satu picture dengan readers sekalian...
semoga ada yang mendapat manfaatnye...
(waahh..ayat aku...abess laa...= =' )


20120526

holding on

dear self...


Who are we to give up hope on ourselves
when Allah has not given up on us?
And Allah knows us better than we know ourselves.

Stay strong & keep holding on.



Allahu Akbar.